-- Posted by murphy mcbagel at 7:52 pm on July 10, 2009 im so fucking scared im gonna turn out like my dad. not what he's done,but who he is. i know it's impossible but ive been around him for so long i don't want to turn into this cold, emotionless and pathetic adult. i don't want to have to rely on people and i don't want to get into flying rages over the drop of a pin. like i wonder if he even has feelings (as a guy i know you don't cry over sunsets but i think he fakes all his feelings. i look in his eyes and i don't see anything). i don't want to slip through the cracks and turn into some secretly psychotic person. GOD DAMMIT i am so afraid that i'm not even living my own life. just thought i'd vent... -- Posted by SpRiNgS at 7:53 pm on July 10, 2009 He probably does have feelings just expresses things differently you know? You won't slip through the cracks with your resolve, i'm sure of it. MOst children learn from their parents mistakes, and do their best to be better parents. I'm sure you'll do the same :) -- Posted by murphy mcbagel at 7:55 pm on July 10, 2009 Quote: from SpRiNgS at 7:53 pm on July 10, 2009 He probably does have feelings just expresses things differently you know? You won't slip through the cracks with your resolve, i'm sure of it. MOst children learn from their parents mistakes, and do their best to be better parents. I'm sure you'll do the same :) i had a feeling you'd respond. do you feel the same way? -- Posted by SpRiNgS at 8:06 pm on July 10, 2009 Quote: from murphy mcbagel at 7:55 pm on July 10, 2009 Quote: from SpRiNgS at 7:53 pm on July 10, 2009 He probably does have feelings just expresses things differently you know? You won't slip through the cracks with your resolve, i'm sure of it. MOst children learn from their parents mistakes, and do their best to be better parents. I'm sure you'll do the same :) i had a feeling you'd respond. do you feel the same way? that you'll be different from your dad? yeah. you seem very adamant in doing such that I believe you will