-- Posted by That fat cat at 1:33 am on July 11, 2009 I very honestly think that the moment I walk up to a person that they have already made a conscious decision that I'm stupid/ugly and should be gotten rid of as soon as possible. That being said, I've also fallen into the thought that life is not worth living.  Without saying the words "I'm suicidal" directly, this post is my last cry for help.. -- Posted by lucid dreams19 at 1:35 am on July 11, 2009 lol ive gone pas that, im suicidal but too scared to do it, so i know i never will -- Posted by clockworkorange71 at 1:36 am on July 11, 2009 If it makes you feel better, I feel the same way sometimes.. like going up to people I feel like they already hate me before they even know who I am. But people really aren't like that, and if they are they're jerks, and jerks aren't worth being liked by anyway. -- Posted by Leah Louise at 1:38 am on July 11, 2009 You are not stupid nor ugly, and you shouldn't think that.   You shouldn't care what people think of you, if they can judge you before getting to know you, they are total losers! Do you really think suicide is the answer?   To be honest i think you should go talk to someone, like a friend or parent. even possibly, see your GP for anti-depressents.   Being depressed is possibly the worst thing ever, your in a dark place and usually cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel..   But there always is one their, the tunnel will come to a end, you just have to stay strong and fight the journey through it :)   -pm me if you want to talk :)   Leah x -- Posted by Silenced at 1:38 am on July 11, 2009 It seems you are taking past rejections too personally, you haven't lived long enough to really say whether your entire life is or isn't worth living. It's like watching a movie, just because it starts bad doesn't mean the entire movie was terrible. -- Posted by My Dreams WILL Wait at 1:38 am on July 11, 2009 Don't even think about suicide. Real beauty come from the inside, people don't have to be pretty/good looking to be popular and loved. You have to believe in yourself, don't think about how people are going to judge you...it doesn't matter. If they don't like you, it only means you are too good for them. Just be nice, socialize, and make yourself important...if they don't like you that's their problem...move on, there will always be loving people somewhere else Remember, suicide isn't gonna fix anything for you or make your life better ...and if you need to talk, I'm here :) -- Posted by Pampers at 1:57 am on July 11, 2009 ur cool, no need 2 get suicidal. everyone feels that way sometimes -- Posted by bigajosep at 11:20 pm on July 13, 2009 fk a lot of people hate me. almost everyone! but i know there are people out there who will be ur friend and like u no matter who u are. i mean there are people for everyone. until u find em try to do things u enjoy by urself and try not to let it get to u. ur a big tough guy who can have fun by himeself if he wants@!