-- Posted by Total Destruction at 12:18 pm on July 14, 2009 I was staying the night at my cousins house and I started to freak out. First I was sitting on a chair in the kitchen staring into his other living room, which was pitch black, but I noticed something. There was a small literally black person hiding behind my cousin's bike. So, I was staring at the small, shaking, shadow person for like 5 minutes, not saying a word. My cousin asked if he could sit in the chair I was sitting in so he could eat at the table, and for some reason I snapped and said "Get your own fucking seat!" and so he did. I continued to stare at the figure until it disappeared into the corner of the house. My cousin then wanted to talk to for some reason. We go into his room and tells me that he had never seen a ghost or witnessed anything odd in his life, thus, lying to me and making me feel alone for being the only one I know that's in my situation . I then start to stare into his closet seeing another shadow person. My cousin than keeps trying to get my attention but I keep staring at the shadowy figure. I then started to hyperventilate and begin to scream "I DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT'S REAL ANYMORE!!!" and I keep hyperventilating and start crying and clenching my hair and face and eyes and my nose started to bleed. My cousins step-brother comes in and starts talking to me about how and what's wrong and the like. I then go on this long rant about my dreams and this beautiful lady I keep seeing in my dreams and blah blah blah. I then tell him that I keep seeing this symbol at the end of my dreams, so I pull out my knife and I cut the emblem into my arm. To sum it all up I freaked out and was seeing some disturbing things. What the hell is wrong with me? -- Posted by Psycloner at 12:21 pm on July 14, 2009 Have you ever seen The Exorcist? Maybe it might be something like that but just not the 'controlled by the devil' part... you might want to see a psychologist, I don't know. -- Posted by Total Destruction at 12:31 pm on July 14, 2009 Quote: from Psycloner at 12:21 pm on July 14, 2009 Have you ever seen The Exorcist? Maybe it might be something like that but just not the 'controlled by the devil' part... you might want to see a psychologist, I don't know. I do go to a counselor and a psychiatrist, and it hasn't been very helpful