-- Posted by serenarawr at 9:45 pm on July 15, 2009 this is kinda long, but its trueee. so when i was a freshman i fell in love, i know its not believeable because i was a freshman, but i can guarentee you it was the deepest,most intense,ridiculously mad crazy feeling that never went away it literally made me love sick, and i was addicted to the feeling, addicted to him. he was like no one ive ever met before. so sure of himself but with me had his wall down. we had the deepest connection from the start, and i honestly believe it never went away. i believe that somehow we are always going to be connected to each other, theres a lot more detail but i dnt wanna wrte on and on about it. but i truley believe we're soulmates. and although we've moved on (he was a senior then), he has a gf who he's been with like 2 yrs and im in love with my bf of 8 months, i still believe that we were meant to be. im not in love with him anymore, i just have that feeling. sometimes i dream about him, and memorys we've had, and when he calls me to catch up or even writes me on myspace, the same feeling happens. its a weird feeling, i dont now how to go about describing it. if any of this makes sense, idc if anyone reads this, i jst had to let it out. -- Posted by Dumbledor123 at 9:46 pm on July 15, 2009 KIP!?!?! -- Posted by guitargod1 at 9:46 pm on July 15, 2009 i too know the feeling -- Posted by Erebus at 9:46 pm on July 15, 2009 It hurts when you find your soul mate and they move on. -- Posted by Lewdness at 9:46 pm on July 15, 2009 You know what they say, you never forget your first love. -- Posted by serenarawr at 9:47 pm on July 15, 2009 Quote: from Erebus at 9:46 pm on July 15, 2009 It hurts when you find your soul mate and they move on. exactly. i just know i missed out on being with the person who i was really supposed to be with. although im totally happy with my bf, there will always be that feeling and doubts of 'what if' -- Posted by Aimforthehead at 9:51 pm on July 15, 2009 Well I loved my ex and we are soul mates but now i love my new boyfriend but idk like i love them both  but not really. I wouldn't quite say that is love dear. I understand there are soul mates, but they aren't for everyone. Having said that, I find it a little annoying you say you love your new boyfriend. If that's what you call love, it's quite weak. If you're going to love someone focus 100% on them and them alone.