-- Posted by OnTheEdgeOfMe at 8:58 pm on Aug. 21, 2006 i have to admit this year has probably been the worst/best year of my life. for starters...i started dating again...which is good i guess considering the one guy i cared fo rthe most left for college across country, and the guy i dated after him ditched me for his ex. and just recently i was informed that my ex that left for college is coming home in 2 and half weeks...and im not quite sure if thats a good thing. another recent thing thats happened is my rents put our house up for sale without even telling me...and they are building a house in PA. which kinda sucks cuz thats pretty far from where i live now, and my school and my friends and my job are gonna be really far away, and im gonna be driving back and forth all the time. plus im having some friend issues that are out of control...im just so stressed out about a lot of things...and all these new changes. plus because of one incident that happened awhile ago alot of my friends and i have grown apart or just stopped talking. i pretty much feel like i started a new life...and im kinda freaked out cuz how sudden all of this is happening... has anyone had a major random transition like this in your life before? where everything just happens all at once? and if so...how did u deal with it? ive already gotten so stressed out that i actually had a break down (which was actually really embarrassing). how can i deal with this situation better? -- Posted by ironic suicide at 9:04 pm on Aug. 21, 2006 ive actually been going through one right now. whenever i feel like im goin to break down i write. i write down all of my feelings and thoughts and i cry and listen to music and it helps. also talking to a few of my friends and just venting on them helps a lot. you can regain your friends back. im sure they will understand once you explain your situation. -- Posted by OnTheEdgeOfMe at 9:10 pm on Aug. 21, 2006 i do vent to some people but its like they dont understand why im so worked up about it...i dont think they get why all this change is effecting me so much. and the incident that happened to cause me and my friends to grow apart was because of my best friends bf broke up with her after 2 years...and the people my best friend and i and my best friends bfs friends were like really close adn then as soon as they broke up..it was like we all just went back to different groups...it skinda hard to explain. but yea thats what happened.