-- Posted by drop of rain at 9:57 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 im not sure what to say ... im new at this ... i need help ... i cant talk to anyone ... and im headed doen that road to destruction ... im preaty sure that i dont have anything else to lose yet something is keeping me here. Im afraid that whatever that is may leave and then i will to ... is there anyone out there that will care .... -- Posted by lucinda28 at 9:58 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 YES -- Posted by girl22 at 10:01 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 I care -- Posted by Rastafarian at 10:04 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 I can care, now if only you actually told me something that I need to be empathetic about. Like what is actually making you this way, maybe I can relate and help some. -- Posted by dyingalone15 at 10:05 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 Hey, are you the kid who just posted the E-help? I need to talk to you, privately.. I will PM you. -- Posted by MAFIA BOY at 10:07 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 yes i can help you. -- Posted by drop of rain at 10:13 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 Im not sure how to put this ... im scared i am going down that road again ... ive been there before and it wasnt how i was ... and yet i am here again ... searching for help .... -- Posted by Thuggen at 10:15 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 I care and I can relate to that empty feeling. PM me soon. -- Posted by drop of rain at 10:28 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 i cut ... theres no other release ... im scared of the fact that i do it ... but theres no stopping ... -- Posted by solitaire at 10:31 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 Think bout the consequences when you start to cut. Do you really want scars all over your body? The scars will remind you of the emotional pain that you endured. -- Posted by drop of rain at 10:38 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 i know ... but at the time ... they are signs that i can feel the pain ... for nothing of which i can feel anymore .... -- Posted by solitaire at 10:50 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 Find other ways to releive your pain...like jogging or kick boxing or art. Save the cutting tools for turkey carving..lol -- Posted by drop of rain at 10:57 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 ive tried ... the only thing i can come up with is - the though of being wanted and wanting someone in return ... ive never felt that ... -- Posted by drop of rain at 11:09 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 someone please help .... -- Posted by solitaire at 11:28 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 Well love comes to people when they least expect it, silly cliche but it so true. I knew this gorgeous blond lesbian who was out of my league and she wanted me so badly. She wasn't my type personality wise, so i just ignored her. Even though you feel unappreciated there's  always someone out there who like you for who you are. But you won't be able to find that person, if you keep downing yourself all the time. -- Posted by drop of rain at 11:30 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 i dont want a relationship though .. does that make sense ... ??? -- Posted by drop of rain at 11:30 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 i dont want a relationship ... does that make sense ... ???? -- Posted by solitaire at 11:37 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 "the though of being wanted and wanting someone in return ..." Well it sounds like your lonely and need company. What are you looking for? -- Posted by drop of rain at 11:41 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 someone to talk to and know that they care ... not someone that claims that they are here, but then freak out when they know the truth ... -- Posted by drop of rain at 11:44 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 someone to talk to ... and not leave me when things get tough ... like everyone does ... -- Posted by solitaire at 11:45 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 well if u need someone to talk too..feel free to email me -- Posted by drop of rain at 11:56 pm on Nov. 3, 2006 i do need someone to talk to ... -- Posted by drop of rain at 3:10 am on Nov. 4, 2006 would anyone care ... -- Posted by littleb2005 at 12:26 pm on Nov. 4, 2006 plenty care or we would not fo repily to you -- Posted by Thuggen at 1:38 am on Nov. 9, 2006 Drop of rain. I'm that person you wanted. I stuck with you thru thick and thin and I'm gonna keep on traveling down that road we call life with you. Because now we're a team. I love you, drop of rain. -- Posted by victim raven at 1:51 am on Nov. 9, 2006 drop of rain, I, like Thuggen, will be here for you no matter what..stay strong girl, i know you can -- Posted by ladyvols1000 at 9:55 am on Nov. 10, 2006 hey i care a lot -- Posted by didierprieto1 at 10:03 am on Nov. 14, 2006 The life is so pretty! Date account of the important thing that is to be alive