-- Posted by Anonymous at 1:24 am on Feb. 16, 2007 i hate my life. i hate my school, all i do is sleep and eat i can't hardly convince myself to go to class. i hate it. it is 2:30 in the mornign and I can't sleep even though I know I need to. I have class at 8 tomorrow mornign. But I won't go. I never go. I hate this. -- Posted by Thuggen at 1:27 am on Feb. 16, 2007 Same here. That's why I dropped out. I'm now a lyricist. -- Posted by Rastafarian at 1:34 am on Feb. 16, 2007 Erkay. Change your life? Sorry, your post is pretty generic and doesn't really involve many issues other then just "I hate this and that" As well as some symptoms. Do you know why you can't sleep or eat or have problems with motivation? Is it because you hate these things? Or is there some kind of underlying issue that you might need to work out? -- Posted by Anonymous at 1:42 am on Feb. 16, 2007 nobody cares about the issues and nobody would read it anyways.   -- Posted by Spice at 1:48 am on Feb. 16, 2007 People just tried to read it for you. If you give more information we can give you more help. -- Posted by Anonymous at 2:03 am on Feb. 16, 2007 ...alright I just found out that one of my best friends from high scohol was killed in a car wrek I failed a chemistry test I will fail both my phsyics and calc tests even though i studed my ass off for them i feel completely abandoned i had mono a while ago and called my roomate and former closest friend from hs. i had been throwing up all night long, was sicker than i have ever been before in my life. i called her in tears to see if she would bring me ginger ale, she told me she wasn't planning on coming home and she was having too much fun with her bf to leave my boyfriend chated on me and then dumped me because he said i cheated on him i got bitched out by my mom for a C on a physics test, for the record, my school has the hardest undergrad physics requirements in the nation my car is dead and will cost me a couple hundred bucks to get fixed bros over hos, which means i lost most my friends when my bf dumped me. they will hang out with me not around him but they are almost always wtih him. all i want to do is sleep. sleep and cry and eat. i hate my life right now -- Posted by Spice at 2:12 am on Feb. 16, 2007 I recommend crying, seriously. It lets out all those emotions you've been storing up. It's a relief to let yourself cry. Deaths are always going to be hard to deal with, especially if you spent a reasonable amount of time with someone. you have to let yourself grieve. Let yourself say goodbye. If you have to, just think that they are there, watching over you. Even if someone is no longer with us, we can still talk to them. Just think that they are listening. You need to learn to say goodbye. How important are tests and grades to you? Where do you want to go in life. Studying can be difficult normally. Never mind with what you have going on in your life right now. All you can do is try your hardest and see what you come out with. Do not lose sight of your goals. Why do you feel abandoned? Is it because of the whole boyfriend/friends thing? If it is, it is perfectly normal and completely understandable. Your boyfriend is crap. He's lost you. Do not think you've lost him. He cheated on you, he's not with your time, your effort, your tears, your thoughts. You are worth more than you think right now. Cars in the grand scheme of things are not important. However, I can see why you have included it. It's just another problem on top of everything else though. Try and save some money each week for it. Just cut back on your luxuries. Hopefully it'll take not much time at all. With the mono thing. Your friend is crap too. She should of put you first if you were ill. Especially if you matter to her. Have you talked to her about this? She needs to know how you feel. More people on here than you think care =] *e-hugs* -- Posted by guitarist451 at 9:19 pm on Feb. 16, 2007 your life sounds devastating. i dont know what to say but that there's always a brand new day and time will heal your pain. -- Posted by runnergirl at 12:20 pm on Feb. 17, 2007 It might seem that everything in your life is horrible now, but it will get better!  I'm sorry about your friend getting killed in the car accident- one of my friends was killed a few years ago and it definately helps to see the school counselor and talk about it to prevent depression.  About the problems in chemistry, physics, and calc- I would seriously consider changing your major to something more enjoyable UNLESS you have a definate idea of what you intend to do with this major.  If you are suffering through your classes, a science major is probably not the best fit for you.  Who is forcing you to take these classes that you do not enjoy or do well in?  I would consider switching to business, that is what I did.  I started as a bio major, realized I hated it before it was too late, and switched majors to business- marketing with a psychology minor.  I am so glad I switched majors and now I love all of my classes!  If you feel abandoned by your friends, maybe try to expand your interests and make new friends.  Join clubs to get to know more people, and try to make friends with people in your classes.  When I am sad going running or to the gym helps a lot.  If you work on yourself, people will be attracted to you and you'll make more friends and a boyfriend who isn't a jerk.  About the car problems, this happens to everyone.  I started crying after I dented my car a couple months ago, but I realize that it is not the end of the world.  Stop feeling depressed and fix your problems!  Good luck! -- Posted by mandipandy07 at 8:58 pm on Feb. 18, 2007 Let me just say this:   I have been there, and I know its hard to pick yourself up.   I spent 2 out of my 3 years at my last university depressed, skipping classes, staying up all night, drinking, doing anything but what I was supposed to be doing there.   Those two years, I failed nearly every class.  I was a disappointment to my family and to myself.   You HAVE to pick yourself up, no matter how hard it is.   It is possible.   See a counselor on campus, they're usually free.   You need to talk to someone who can help you.   I did this and eventually transferred to a university close to home so that I could have my family to push me in the right direction as well, and now I'm doing great.   If I can do it, you can too.