-- Posted by sammiekay8135 at 11:32 am on Dec. 12, 2007 shit where to start i've been clean for four days and it sucks i don't like it one bit and i think that is the reason why i've been in such a bad mood lately i wish i had something more to live for i am but half the person i want to be my problem is pretty fucking simple it's not that i do drugs it's that i don't feel the need to stop the want to stop more than one person has said to me that afterwards you just feel like shit and that you would soon get sick of it that's not the case for me after i do whatever i do after whatever it is wears off i don't feel like shit i just sit and think about how much fun i just had and i want to do it again like it's not that i feel the need to do shit because being sober isn't fun because just tonight alone is proof that i can have fun unintoxicate it's just the feeling that it brings bonds are meant to be built ties are meant to be cut limits are meant to be broken that's how i see a lot of things like bonds with the people you care for are meant to be built and made stronger ties with what you disprove of are meant to be cut and the limits that people and the world set upon you are meant to be broken i honestly don't know what's going on anymore now i would just like for people to be more straightforward i mean if i can do it than you can too if you don't like something say it if you want something take it just speak your mind at least then there is less confusion and no miscommunication ah whatever fuck it       -- Posted by natman at 11:33 am on Dec. 12, 2007 why do you put a space in between lies? -- Posted by Kidd 666 at 11:34 am on Dec. 12, 2007 It's better that way Wow, don't be so down... -- Posted by berriesncream at 11:34 am on Dec. 12, 2007 what's up with the spaces. it makes it seem boring and long. -- Posted by Airel at 11:36 am on Dec. 12, 2007 WHAT WAS U ON??????? AND U DO HAVE SOMETHING TO LIVE 4 -- Posted by sammiekay8135 at 11:37 am on Dec. 12, 2007 I smoke alot and i drink.... bluh.... I hate it -- Posted by Schisel at 11:38 am on Dec. 12, 2007 hey things will get better -- Posted by jez148 at 11:39 am on Dec. 12, 2007 Life is better off drugs. I've been clean for almost a month now and my life is shit loads better. You don't find the need to stop? Find the need, find the excuse, and feel like your worth something again. Drugs make you think things are easier than they are, better than they are. It's not that your life is shit it's that its average. Make it more than average. Without the drugs. -- Posted by the lonly dude at 11:48 am on Dec. 12, 2007 aaww :( -- Posted by sammiekay8135 at 11:49 am on Dec. 12, 2007 Quote: from natman at 11:33 am on Dec. 12, 2007 why do you put a space in between lies? Why do people care? Lol Its just a space inbetween my thoughts, Wow. Space Its just a space. <33