-- Posted by JustLetMeCry at 6:57 pm on Dec. 24, 2007 Me and my best friend trish aka hapo aka april have been friends for about 8 years. Well idk for me im more of an affectionate friend i show my care i love to hug and when I say bye to my friends on the phone I always say I love you to them. Well she just seems to wanna be friends on her terms sometimes shes more caring and others shes more idk. Well yesterday I was having a horrible day the car we borrowed from my aunt (cuz ours broke down) broke down and my mom was having a break down its just been hell around here its just me and my mom and we dont have any money really and i was just really upset. So I call hapo and im like crying and im like what are you up to and she just said watching tv with jess. Well when i told her whats going on all she says is nice (sarcasm) And she just acts like she doesnt wanna deal with it. I can be emotional at times when im depressed and she seems to be tired of it but istn that what friends are for. I just sometimes feel like she cares more about our friend jessica than she does me. She just doesnt seem as close to me. And she just doesnt seem to give a fuck sometimes she does but most of the time she doesnt. It hurts.