-- Posted by LongWayToHappy at 9:13 pm on Feb. 23, 2008 Okay.. My story is very long.. But I'll start with a few weeks ago. (This is WAYYY after my story starts) A few weeks ago. I got a bf. Yeah. Good for me. But then a few weeks later i went to go see my therapist. ( I've been going for years for many different reasons) He diagnosed me with depression. And lalala. (Sorry but i'm skipping back and forth) Last year I had a problem with cutting. Im still dealing with it.  But Im feeling suicidal again. I know I need to tell my bf about the depression but I don't know how or when. I know I need to talk to someone about being suicidal. But everyone I know will go crazy on me. And the one friend that knows my story says its not that bad. But seriously, mine is 10Billion x worse then hers. Most of hers is made up. Anyway... I just to talk. Get advice and stuff..... -- Posted by Antagonize at 9:17 pm on Feb. 23, 2008 :( just ask him to talk in private and tell him :\ -- Posted by momo4ever at 9:24 pm on Feb. 23, 2008 There is this song I totally love... the lyrics go "so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU" So yea :) -- Posted by harleygirl at 8:38 pm on Mar. 13, 2008 funny, i've been in a quite similar situation.  i was diagnosed with depression a couple years ago, and i'd been with my boyfriend for around 5 months then.  it's hard to deal with, but trust me, its so great when you tell someone (especially someone who you're close to--like a boyfriend) and its nice to have someone to talk to other than a therapist.