-- Posted by PitaBread86 at 10:04 pm on Mar. 1, 2008 So...Here's my story: I was madly in love with this boy, but he got caught up with the drug and party scene. I've always had a good head on my shoulders so I broke up with him....but he brought out the best in me. I'm glad I got out of it before anything bad happened, but I'm sad because I can't imagine anyone else making me happy like that. On top of that, I got transferred to a different location at work for a higher position. While I should be estatic, all of my good friends live far away from me. I've become an outsider to their lives. I mean, I'm making friends but I don't feel comfortable opening up to them. I don't know what to do. On the outside I am the smart, easy-going person, but on the inside I'm just screaming. I want to cry but I can't make myself come to it. I know I don't want to kill myself...its completely out of the question...I'm too smart for that...and to waste such a life would be ridiculous. I just don't know. Any help? I mean one week I'll be completely fine, but then I go into this rut where its just crazy. What can I do? -- Posted by xxsailorxx at 10:05 pm on Mar. 1, 2008 Do what makes you happy but think it through so you don't regret it. -- Posted by sosupkthnx at 10:06 pm on Mar. 1, 2008 do everything that makes you happy. PM me if you wanna talk. -- Posted by Moroz at 10:09 pm on Mar. 1, 2008 hey i say to surround yourself with the other things in life that you love and keep them close. hey it might sound zen or stupid but its worked for my in the passed peace -- Posted by HuffleHaire at 10:17 pm on Mar. 1, 2008 I am exactly the same way. I wish I knew what to do. A lot of the time I can be beneficially influenced by music. But other times I just want to cry. -- Posted by nat b at 7:28 pm on Mar. 2, 2008 i think that you are very smart - boys will come and go, and you may think that no one else will make you happy, but i promise you - someone who deserves you will come along. as for your friends, if they are not there through thick and thin, then they are not completely true - dont cut them off, but soon enough the new friends you are making will become part of your life. its a new chapter - it may seem hard, but you know yourself that you are a smart girl - you know what to do. go ahead, cry, scream, run - let it out. but get back on it, tommorow is a new day.