-- Posted by ElephantStone at 5:43 am on Mar. 17, 2008 jeez, i cant cope, i cant cope with how shit my life is. I don't know why o many people don't like me, even on here the majority of people don't like me, and I always just thought "Fuck you" to anyone who didn't like me, but i just cant deal with it now, there are like 10 of them and theyre all so fucking popular. And Catherine, Jesus, Catherine, I saw her Saturday night and i got kicked out of the nightclub for being too drunk, she was the only girl i ever connected with, the only person who ever made me happy about myself, and there's no chance of me even talking to her, cos she wont like me now, I'm not the confident, spontaneous, easy going guy I was when she did meet me last summer. She isn't amazingly good looking, i wouldn't notice her if i didn't know her, shes small and chubby, and yet what some of the girls look like that Ive been with, and yet the one girl i want... I'm still in love with her, 10 months on since we talked, and Ive thought about her everyday since I met her last April. I cant cope.