-- Posted by tenchi1084 at 1:30 pm on Mar. 28, 2008 I deleted my myspace account...the only way my family and friends can contact me.  I live several hundred miles away from them(half way across the U.S.) I feel bad...I know what I did was wrong on so many levels...But I can't drag them through this part of my life. I'm so depressed, and on top of that, I've given up my christianity(I let them know), and now oppose them, according to christian standards. I'm not going to let them associate with an enemy, even if that enemy is me...so in that case, I did them a favor. -------------- What a sorrowful day it will be when on the final day they stand against me... I will not lift my fists in anguish, I will leave them and perish... ...well, that is what they would expect... ...However, I'm not going to... ...They on the other hand, shall rejoice in everlasting life... ...I will move on in this world, and seek the truth...on my own. ____________ I'll miss them all, but it's for the better. -- Posted by help me now at 1:31 pm on Mar. 28, 2008 "the only way my family and friends can contact me" why? -- Posted by bqpceagle2005 at 1:33 pm on Mar. 28, 2008 Sometimes people just need time a space to get through a part of their life.  What you are doing is probably good for yourself in away.  But do not keep the contact gone for too long or you will just go deeper in that hole. -- Posted by tenchi1084 at 1:34 pm on Mar. 28, 2008 Quote: from help me now at 1:31 pm on Mar. 28, 2008 "the only way my family and friends can contact me" why? because, I kept it that way.  they know where I am, so if they need to contact me badly enough, they'll find a way. -- Posted by hurriyah38 at 1:35 pm on Mar. 28, 2008 please don't hurt yourself TALK TO SOMEBODY everybody's been depressed before! People understand! Don't make a large announcement about it though only tell one person because if you tell like a million people it could go wrong! or just PM me Hurriyah