-- Posted by freak15 at 1:20 am on May 4, 2008 aaron again evertime i go there im with jess so i cant really cry coz i dnt want yher being even more upset than she is and i h8 crying wen other people r there every1 is telling me taht im dealing withit in a bad way but jess is living with us atm nd it was her brother and i never have time 2 just cry to myself im always surronded by people and h8 the fact i cant really cry about it we all drank beer in his recognition at the park last night and we gave him the cans   was well sad its unbelievable how loved he was i miss him soo much do you think im handling this badly??? RIP Aaron always in our hearts x