-- Posted by Raging Inferno at 12:24 am on May 10, 2008 i truly hate a lot of things right now. Many of those things are people. I feel something happening to me though. It doesn't feel good at all. Today. I'm going to run in the park until I collapse. because I'm so pissed off that if i don't run, i just might do something worse. But you know, why is it I always and I mean always find out things I'm NOT supposed to? I inevitably end up realizing all the horrible truths, before they happen. I can see things. I've done it before. its happening again. I must stay away from them. No matter how much....whatever....I will not risk it. Not if I know the outcome. I need some stress relief. Maybe I'll also go shopping to take my mind off what I see happening before me. Fucking people think they can hide things forever. I can't understand. Maybe once I  feel better I could understand why. But right now..I already feel the headaches. The visions are coming back. The vision I had today, after I woke up, I sat up in bed and a vision appeared before me. A vision of myself in school, and one of those people. In the vision they said something to me. But when it really happened they did not say anything, they actually covered their mouth. Go right ahead and tell me "coincidence" or "deja vu". I know what I saw.