-- Posted by Raging Inferno at 10:19 pm on May 14, 2008 I feel like its becoming too much. As soon as its the weekend, when I am able to get out of this house and away from those people in school, I will probably feel better, but thats not a strong possibility. But right now, I feel this pressure is foreboding. I'm already at the breaking point. .....I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, that I can't get better. I'm sorry I am so lifeless and miserable all the time. I'm sorry I can barely sleep because of this. I wish you could understand, but I know you, you wouldn't understand it, the way I would like for you to understand it. I feel so detached, disconnected. I'm losing touch with everything I...everything I.....ever loved. It hurts. so much. it is unbearable.. I still feel like....like I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and die a lonely, miserable death. That is, if I don't die from suicide.