-- Posted by leshay at 12:38 pm on May 16, 2008 my daughter is in the hospital she is premature and missing a kidney but yea i did go home and i did smoke a blunt and i went back you try staying completely sober when you're baby girl could die any minute so to all of you who think that i am a bad mother kiss ass i  dont need your shit -- Posted by KBear1226 at 12:39 pm on May 16, 2008 Hope she gets better. -- Posted by HatesYou at 12:39 pm on May 16, 2008 YOU GO GIRL -- Posted by hornydude1992 at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 hope she gets better. Ur still an ass 4 smoking though -- Posted by RossTheHoss69 at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 Okay? -- Posted by Darkhazi at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 It's all right, calm down, calm down.  You're under a lot of pressure; just relax and don't freak out.  You won't help your daughter that way. -- Posted by Ancient Rights at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 I would want to keep a clear mind so that I could enjoy the potentially short time I had with her. -- Posted by La Motta at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 Smoke that shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!! -- Posted by Kankalicious at 12:42 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from Ancient Rights at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 I would want to keep a clear mind so that I could enjoy the potentially short time I had with her. Yes. I wouls spend all of the time I could with her. Talking to her and being with her, even if she can't be at home. Not sitting on my ass smokin it up -- Posted by leshay at 12:43 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from Ancient Rights at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 I would want to keep a clear mind so that I could enjoy the potentially short time I had with her.  easier said than done they have her is some kind of thing i havent held her since she was born -- Posted by Maxxie at 12:43 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from Ancient Rights at 10:40 pm on May 16, 2008 I would want to keep a clear mind so that I could enjoy the potentially short time I had with her. Yeah exactly what I thought. Seriously some people................ -- Posted by Event Horizon at 12:44 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from Ancient Rights at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 I would want to keep a clear mind so that I could enjoy the potentially short time I had with her. Agreed, I love to toke up, but I would find it more respectful to stay sober if anything were to happen. and I wouldn't find the need to post about it on a teen forum while they are attempting to save my baby. looking cool would not be the first thing on my mind. -- Posted by Fouad at 12:44 pm on May 16, 2008 sorry but u are irresponsible -- Posted by Schisel at 12:44 pm on May 16, 2008 don't  you dare taking about losing a chld i lost mine and it is the worse thing that has ever happened i didn't smoke though -- Posted by hopeguz3 at 12:45 pm on May 16, 2008 i hope u feel better -- Posted by sweety4446 at 12:48 pm on May 16, 2008 I'm not even gonna say anything about this. (sigh) I lost a baby 2 years ago. No drugs, no drinking, no cigarettes. I am surprised your baby made it this far. -- Posted by leshay at 12:49 pm on May 16, 2008 when any of you go through what the fuck i am going through i may give a rats ass about what you thinkof me you call this a site for helping well maybe i was trying to find someone to talk to instead of a bunch of ignorant children who feel the need to make others shitty under their own fake and distubed masks of life -- Posted by mond alor at 12:50 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from Event Horizon at 2:44 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from Ancient Rights at 12:40 pm on May 16, 2008 I would want to keep a clear mind so that I could enjoy the potentially short time I had with her. Agreed, I love to toke up, but I would find it more respectful to stay sober if anything were to happen. and I wouldn't find the need to post about it on a teen forum while they are attempting to save my baby. looking cool would not be the first thing on my mind. yep i would have to agree -- Posted by AngelofUnmercy at 12:53 pm on May 16, 2008 did ya smoke that blunt when you were pregnant?   -- Posted by leshay at 12:53 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from AngelofUnmercy at 12:53 pm on May 16, 2008 did ya smoke that blunt when you were pregnant?  no -- Posted by Maxxie at 12:53 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from leshay at 10:49 pm on May 16, 2008 when any of you go through what the fuck i am going through i may give a rats ass about what you thinkof me you call this a site for helping well maybe i was trying to find someone to talk to instead of a bunch of ignorant children who feel the need to make others shitty under their own fake and distubed masks of life Nobody's forcing you to be here. I'm not ignorant I think you should get down from your high horse, and quit trying to escape reality. You'll never succeed in escaping reality. Seriously it's low respect for yourself and for your child ''I just gave birth - let's get battered!!!!'' it's beyond irresponsible it's inhumane. That's my opinion about it. Well I hope you get through of what you're going through I doubt it's anything compared to your child though. -- Posted by Forever Angel at 12:58 pm on May 16, 2008 If that's your coping mechanism, I hope it works for you. But please realize that if you are 'fucked up' when they try to explain to you what's going on with your baby, they aren't going to be very sympathetic to 'your' condition.   -- Posted by rhtina1 at 12:58 pm on May 16, 2008 smoking a blunt will only solve your probloms for a short period of time, it wont completly make them go away, the only way to get out of the problom is to face it and go threw it, it sucks that stuff like this happens, but be strong for your daughter, she needs you now more then ever. -- Posted by xxxskittlesxxx at 12:59 pm on May 16, 2008 i don't think your a bad mother but doing this to yourself is abit selfish! i am sure she will be okay! keep your hopes up it will help you emotionaly =] am here if you want to talk x -- Posted by Kerryx3 at 1:00 pm on May 16, 2008 Quote: from fouad at 8:44 pm on May 16, 2008 sorry but u are irresponsible I have to agree. I hope she gets better, though. -- Posted by Micus at 2:42 am on May 27, 2008 The one thing that makes me sad about smoking pot is that I forget the good times I have while high. It impairs your short term memory. I would want to cherish every memory I had with my child, not jeopardize it by smoking it away. This is one of those times that I would put the bowl down and just say no. I hope your daughter is ok. -- Posted by babybluebitch at 6:55 pm on Aug. 13, 2008 hun i'm not going to yell at you or anything i know it a hard thing for a mom to see their baby like that but  you also got to think about  what if she makes it you cant do it in fornt of her