-- Posted by HeyYo17 at 6:15 pm on May 18, 2008 I just think that it's really hard for me to feel good. If you lived my life you'd understand. I don't know what to do to start a new life. I wish I could just be a new me from this moment on. I was thinking that facebook had a lot of applications (this is about my boredom) so like, do any of you know some fun applications that I could really use and aren't pointless? Now back to my sadness. I feel like crying. I wanna let everything out. I was wondering if buying some cigarettes would work. I've never tried that. Well duh i turned 18 yesterday. I don't know I have music but right now I'm in such a bad mood that I would compose a song out of sadness. Help please!