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-- Posted by child of rock n roll at 8:37 am on May 19, 2008

I never seem to be good enough for anyone. I try so hard to please everyone. Nothing is good enough for my mom, she places unrealistic expectations on me, I cant talk to my dad about anything because he takes nothing seriously, and m grandmother constantly compare me to these slutty girls telling me how pretty they are and how I should be more like them.

I feel like an outcast in my family. I dont feel included. The more I try to make them happy, the more I get bashed about how I am setting myself up for failure, and will never be good enough.

I've stopped cutting for the most part...but I find it so hard not to these days. I feel more and more depressed and not worth anything.

Everyone wants me to be everything I just cant achieve. Its like they want me to be pretty, smart, the over achiever...everything. I try my best,..but its never good enough.


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