-- Posted by Lulamae at 1:24 pm on May 29, 2008 But I just can't do this anymore. the pain won't stop. I'm always afraid...and I don't want to be anymore. I'm even afraid of my own boyfriend now... -- Posted by cyberpunk at 1:26 pm on May 29, 2008 so, what are you talking about exactly? -- Posted by Lulamae at 1:27 pm on May 29, 2008 Quote: from CyberPunk at 10:26 pm on May 29, 2008 so, what are you talking about exactly? Fear, anxiety attacks, past abuse, past rape... -- Posted by sophie x at 1:29 pm on May 29, 2008 Get some profesh help... -- Posted by MzCarter15 at 1:35 pm on May 29, 2008 Wat u talkin bout!! -- Posted by ConfuzledAngel at 1:35 pm on May 29, 2008 Aye.?? I dont get ir -- Posted by Stand Up at 6:28 am on May 30, 2008 I know a bit of what you've gone through from what you've told me, but I don't know the complete story. All I can say is that you're alive and life isn't a playground but at least you're alive. That simple act is an amazing thing to have. I really hope you're seeing an specialist and that things get little by little better. My inbox is alway open. :)