-- Posted by babycitrus69 at 12:36 pm on June 1, 2008 I feel as if I must be someone so perverse and sadistic. I hurt the one I care about, and I do feel guilty and shame, but I go ahead and do it again and again. There's something in that, so addicting, in hiding in lies, even after they backfire.. they always do. And it's not as if he doesn't do what I would like them to do, I just do not feel satisfied in life, and so I look to others (him) to fill that gap. A perfect romance certainly doesn't exist, so I should work on this one and not wonder what the other one is thinking about, or what he feels like, tastes like. :( -- Posted by bluerosedangel at 12:51 pm on June 1, 2008 Hmm....I thought there would be a Darren Hayes video here.. Because he did a song called insatiable... I would try to stick it out with one guy.   Otherwise, you're going to be miserable your whole life.