-- Posted by Raging Inferno at 10:48 pm on June 14, 2008 I feel like I can't hold on anymore. There really isn't anything to hold on to. There's no one to sit here to talk or to listen to me. I just don't know what further I can say. -- Posted by audrey820 at 4:09 pm on June 16, 2008 There is ALWAYS something to hold onto. When you feel like you've lost everything, you still have yourself. You will always have yourself. Life can overwhelm you. But I really promise that there is always hope. If you're willing to look forward, you can move forward too. When everything gets insane around you, you will always have your hope there to save you. Your life can get better. But it isn't easy. I wish I could tell you that life is easy and you always get what you deserve, etc. But you never stop having to work to get where you want to be. Want to know what helps?! A plan. A plan of action makes all the difference when you're faced with a mountain of problems. And it does sound like you have a mountain to tackle. There's no easy way to do this, you'll have to put in the work. So make a wonderful list. List every issue you're having right now. Then from there possible ways that you can fix that problem. Or make it easier to bear. There is a solution to nearly every single problem out there. And having this plan really makes you see that you have problems that can be handled. Seriously. But instead of trying to take it all on at once, chip away at that list. Just having the list will boost your confidence, in my opinion. Show yourself that you can do this. Making the list is invigorating, really. And once you have it, really work on it. You want a better life, you want to be happier. And you can be! Please please don't lose hope. Sometimes it may be all that you have, but it's always enough to help you hold on until you can help yourself improve your situations. Please continue being so strong. -- Posted by Stand Up at 5:52 pm on June 16, 2008 Hey. I always say: A person can get as much help as they let themselves get. You keep saying there's no hope, nobody there, no reasons, etc; well perhaps you need to change that mentality and start working into finding things that make your life better. Go out, get some air, take a shower, go for a run.. Find things that make you happy. FIND THEM, don't expect life to all of a sudden change and be different. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN MAKE YOUR LIFE WHAT YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE. Sit down and think, what kind of things can I start to do, what can give me more motivation, perspective, illusions, hope... Little by little, changes can really make it all worth it. Yes, It might not be easy but if you are willing to fight for the sake of making it better you can make it all happen. Everything you want, EVERYTHING is at your hand. You just need to make it happen. Is it fair? No, It isn't. BUT THAT'S HOW IT IS. Go for it, take the change.. If you fall down over and over, get up and try to run. We can't make the caos and injustice make us blind to the point of make us be part of the problem and become what we dispise. You want changes? GO MAKE THEM HAPPEN, TAKE THINGS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS. Good Luck.  My inbox is open if you feel like talking or whatever you want to do. :]