-- Posted by Anonymous at 11:03 am on June 24, 2008 okkkk, so i hav been making myself sick for about a year now, a few months ago i just got completely fed up with the constant binging & purging, weighing, obsessing over cals etc. the last 2 months hav been pure hell for me, but i was determined to be try and be ok. and now today i hav just made myself sick for the first time in 2 1/2 months. The only person who knows is my friend who is anorexic & we don't talk that much anymore cos she is to ill....this sucks... i dunno why im posting this its just nice to get it out cos nobody knows how much im suffering right now. i hate myself so much. -- Posted by 3eyes at 11:04 am on June 24, 2008 well done for admitting this to livewire you might hate yourself less if you stop doing it and imagine do you want to end up like your sick friend? -- Posted by auntiek at 11:04 am on June 24, 2008 try and get back on to not doing it. if you fail try try and try again -- Posted by Xanthorpe at 11:05 am on June 24, 2008 For 2.5 months you held it together. Just start over today. Beating anything like this is tough - you're going to have tough days. Don't beat yourself up - just build on the positives you have from the 2.5 months of success! You can do it :-) -- Posted by anonymous2 at 11:47 am on June 24, 2008 i can really relate. feel free to PM me if you want to talk.